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Recently, I keep on losing my things. My sun glasses, pencil, keys... I found some of my missing stuffs. Actually, they were not missing, but I unintentionally put in other place, and I did not aware of it. I even threw the locker key into dustbin when I left gym's rest room. I still can not find my sun glasses, after couple of months. I not sure if I lost other stuff. :( I can not focus my mind. I am doing a thing, but my mind is thinking of another thing. That's the reason those inadvertent omission happened.

两个人的结合，并非爱情得以善终的唯一方式。 顶着各自的一片天，好好活着，偶尔怀念或埋怨，未尝不是另一种幸福。 面对爱情的未完式，请把余情留在记忆中。 曾经发生过的一切，是无法磨灭的。锁进记忆匣子里，如果不小心打开了它，又会折腾一段时间。

爱上男人，女人变得不像自己，自己却不知情。 是的，我承认我就是这种女人。我变得小女人，我变得依赖，我被思念占据，我会死心塌地。。。 当局者迷，旁观者清，当我沉迷时,请提醒我。。。 感情，是我的死穴，一旦投入了，就会一脚踩到陷阱底去。 若要结束一段情，需费很大的毅力与恒心，才可以释怀。

Driving back to home town last Saturday. Dad was injured during work, fractured his foot . I did not see my dad when reached home. :s Aiyo, he was at work!! Sigh.. this is my dad, he will never get rest, even after surgery and the wound is swollen, he went for work the next day he dismissed from hospital. Doctor told him need to let the foot rest for couple of months, but he still walking here and there. Never listen to our advices. I don't want to bother him anymore la.. :( As usual, whenever I am at home, my mom will need me to settle lots of chaos. I fetched her to here and there. hee.. we went to eat famous laksa at Lorong Shariff, Lean Huat Laksa. It was a short trip home, but I ate lots of food. Mom said I am too skinny wor.. but I am gaining weight indeed, my pants getting tighter. I eat a lot, but less workout... lazzyyy.... :(

Last Friday, felt boring, I called my buddy, we went to Presgrave Street a.k.a 3rd Road (三条路). There is one stall named 888 Hokkien / Lor Mee. It is at the same street as Kwong Wah Yit Poh office, you will able to spot it easily. There are 2 units of kopitiam, the hokkien mee is at the 2nd unit. The kopitiam sell hokkien mee and lor me only. You can order the food from next door kopitiam too. Lots of customer there, by the time we left, it was full house. I ordered Hokkien + Lor Mee fried oyster and taufu, I didn't know my buddy not eating oyster. End up, I ate all the juicy oysters.. hee.. After dinner, we went to Esplanade. I tried the famous Padang Kota Lama 101 rojak, it is the only rojak stall that manage by Chinese family. The fruits are fresh and crunchy, but the paste is so so. Lots of tourist at Esplanade, it must because of school holiday. We sat on the dike, sea breeze was so cooling, chit chatting, eating my rojak, took some photos. Yeah.. a relaxing Friday night. City ...

我很怕我身边的人出事。我会很担心的。有时候，也会很生气，我这么的担心，但他们却不以为意。我觉得很委屈，往往都会哭一场。 爸因工作弄伤了脚。伤，是因为他在假日去工作，没有帮手，结果给重物压伤了。上个周五弄伤的，却一直带伤工作到周一，才肯住院动手术。妈告诉我时，只是轻描淡写。我还是很担心的，担心得哭了，一夜没好睡。 撑过了一个星期，到了周末，放下我原有的计划，回家看个状况。爸竟然不在家里，工作去了。:s 脚伤还肿肿的，就是不肯休息。不管了，我不再管了。 :( 我是杞人忧天吗？我想是吧。我就是会很关心我最在乎的人，不想他们有任何不愉快的事情发生。原来我的关怀是多余的，还会造成他人的压力吧？看来，我得把感情收敛些。

I don't want to survive, I want to live!!! Someday, when the earth is full of garbage, people will migrate to the outer space, there is plenty of space there. Someday, the pollution is too serious and made life unsustainable, no blue sky, no green grass. Wall-e Wall-e, a lonely robot who has the duty to clean up the garbage while all human stay away from trouble, to outer space. He classified the useful utensil from garbage for reuse. He use the solar power to charge his generator. The movie convey a very strong message of be gentle to our earth, to be better stewards of environment . It does not have many conversation to express the message. In the movie, 2 robots communicate via beeping voice, and it is easily understand by people of any age, nice uh!! :D Hopefully the show will give significance influence to audience to be more environmental friendly consumer. This is a very warm-hearted story, I like the story and the adorable robots. I like the passion of Wall-e, in pursuing...

We were in the nasi kandar restaurant, once after we went off from bus, back from team building at Sungai Sedim. We were there to give our support to Malaysia only hope for medal in Olympic. Lee Chong Wei was in the badminton match. We managed to watch the second and third games. The restaurant was full of supporters. :P We can see the tiredness of LCW during second game. He won first set, and lost in second set. The third set will be important for him to succeed to final. The third set was so tension, we a bit relief when he was leading. Huuraayy... all people in the restaurant were shouted when he get the final point. :D He is Malaysia only hope for medal now, it will be either silver or gold medal. The badminton final will be on Sunday night. Lee Chong Wei , you are our hero, you have create a new record for Malaysia in Olympic game. Bravo!!!

My department having team building today. We are heading to Sungai Sedim, Kulim, Kedah. We reported ourselves at company in the morning. The organizer provides us simple breakfast, sandwich and kuih. We having our breakfast while waiting for depart at around 8.30am. We reach the transfer point, and take the van to Sungai Sedim, as the route ahead is not reachable by the bus. Along the way, there are lots of construction works, the Kedah government did spend lots of money to develop this recreation area. The entrance of Sungai Sedim There are other groups of participants here. We changed our T-shirt and gathered at the waiting area. The organizer leads us to a tree top walk. At first, I thought it going to be another canopy walk, but this one is a solid steel kind of canopy :P The distance is around 900KM. The weather so hot, we walk along the trail, taking some photos of the tree and river. One thing special about the sign board along the route, it measures the height using millimeter...

Weekend at home town, baking again. ;) I tried something new, the choc chip muffin. I bought the muffin mix from bakery, mixed it with eggs, oil and water. Then, filled the dough into cup and put into oven. Done!! :D Simple ingredients Delicious muffins Mum going to visit aunties. I had to bake more cakes, then can give some share to my aunties. The butter cake is easier. I had double up the portion, having one big pan of cake. :D More eggs and butter Big pan mm... yummy.. I shared some with my aunties and my friends too. ;) hee.. I am glad they love it. One day, if I bored of engineer job, I should open a bakery. Hey friends, will you give me your support then?

Globally: the opening of 29th Olympic 2008 at Beijing. The honors of Asia and Chinese. Locally: the romance couples register their marriage. 8 is a fortune number, especially for Chinese. Personally: It's time for me to reborn. For some reason, I realize I had been a fool for past a year, I should not let myself suffer further. I should have relief myself from pain long time ago (and I thought I did. sigh.. ). Thanks for true friends that give me support all the time. They might not by my side all the while, but did listen to my grumbles all the time.

你比从前快乐 - 周杰伦 走在熙来攘往的街头 你不再牵着我的手 小心翼翼的将你小指勾 泪也小心翼翼的流 有些事情你在瞒着我 你终于还是开了口 淡淡一句 还是朋友 泪也如刀割 知道分手后你不难过 你比从前快乐 那祝福的话叫我如何能够说的出口 那过往的欢乐是否褪色想问你怎么舍得 不要在耳边再说你会想我 有些事情你在瞒着我 你终于还是开了口 小心翼翼的将你的小指勾 我的手你不再牵着 啊～～

I bought a new Adidas sport shoes. I have been thinking to buy a new shoes for months, finally I found a favor pair. :D Adidas Running Shoes for Woman Lunch time, went to Shihlin Taiwan Street Snacks . I tried the food in One Utama before this, finally they have an outlet in Queensbay Mall. I love the mee sua very much. ;) Smooth mee sua and sticky gravy, eat with juicy oyster and minced chicken, sluurrppp... yum yum.. Friend said they will open one outlet at Gurney Plaza too. :D Handmade Oyster Mee Sua Happy! Rice Set

This is 3rd sequel of Mummy movie, The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor. Most of the actors are Chinese, Jet Li, Michelle Yeoh, Anthony Wong Chau Sang, Isabella... So, you can expect some dialog in Mandarin. Jet Li is a evil emperor, looking for immortal ingredient. I hardly understand what Jet Li said in the movie. Most of his dialogs are vague, I had to follow the subtitle instead. Michelle Yeoh is a witch. 2000 years ago, she used ancient language to curse the spell on emperor and the army. In 20th century, she used English to awake the ancient soul. It does not make sense to me. :s Her English is much better than Mandarin, but why have to spoil the scene at the end? Anyway, generally, the movie is not that bad. The adventure story is usual, found mummy, fighting among good and bad guys, hero and heroin live happily ever after. The special motion effect focused on Jet Li. He changed several outfit, the clay emperor, 3 heads dragon and gorilla(i guess so :P ). I would expect to see ...

I am exhausted, I am so tired, I feel weak. But, I not feel any sleepy. :S Last night, I watched Mummy 3 till mid night, went to sleep at around 1:30am. This morning woke up around 7am. Well, still early, I went to the park and jogged for 30 minutes before work. After work, I went to hiking with colleagues. I have not sleep well for past 2 weeks, seems like getting insomnia again. :( Thinking too much before sleep. I am not purposely think of the task assignment, but it keeps on flashing in my mind... what have I missed out today and what to do the next day... what if plan A can not work, then go for plan B... Other than work, there is an ambiguous intention of someone that bothered me too. aaarrhhh.... STOP THINKING TOO MUCH!!!!