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60 Earth Hour event, on 28 March 2009, 8.30pm - 9.30pm. I was in the dark for one hour. Chatting with friends on IM, touching up my Hong Kong trip's itinerary. Luckily I still can use my computer. :P Well, to save the mother nature, it has to be a continuous effort to fight the global warming. The earth hour event is to remind or awake earth residents about awareness of reduce the consumption of energy. Please always remember to switch off the non essential lights and any electrical instruments. It is a very easy practice. Saving our Mother Nature start from YOU!!!

开着车，从新关仔角回家。一路到沿海大道，一路开到槟威大桥路段去。当我回过神来时，已经太迟了，没了回头路。只好到对岸去，再转个弯回来槟岛。我是如此的晃神，在分岔路口处，竟然毫无留意应该往哪走。这是一条我很熟悉的路程，却也摆了这么个大乌眬。当时，想着一些事，想着一些人，想着一个人??!!! 不过，今晚的大桥之旅，让我有意外收获。来回不超过二十分钟，是的，我超速驾驶，喜欢在直挺的道路上奔驰，很难得大桥会如此顺畅，感觉很好，释放些情绪。闪电，一道一道的划破夜空，突然的明亮照耀着海面，非常壮观。 今夜，我晃晃误误，心不知往哪去了。

Baking become much more easy nowadays. We can get the mixing of ingredients from supermarket, then mix all the stuff together, then bake in oven. Done. :P As easy as 1,2,3. I tried the fruit cake last 2 weeks, not really success, cause the inner of the cake was half done. The taste quite nice, but a bit wet. But, my family finished them all. hee.. fruit cake This week, I baked chocolate cake, haha.. very easy. Mix all the ingredients and bake. Not very like the cake, too sweet for me. chocolate cake

我听见有人叫你宝贝 - 林健辉 词曲:李宗胜 你问我为什么 不再给你安慰 在寒风中漫步有家不回 好几天不见面也无所谓 你问我为什么 把你的信退回 又把照片撕碎毫不后悔 你问我为了什么开始喝酒 而且每次都喝醉 不要说我做得不对 不要说你永远不会 因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝 不要说这是个误会 请不要在我面前流泪 因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝 你让他叫你 宝贝

当心中对一个人存有憎恨时，其实自己本身也会觉得很辛苦。 突然开窍，把那憎恨抛开，那感觉变得非常的轻松了，一整天都有好心情，再懊恼的事情，也可以乐观的去面对。 我对自己说，要加油！！！明天会更好！

I quarantined myself in the room on Saturday. Rest? Not really. I was in the park in the morning, thought of jogging, but too bad, not able to jog, too tired, physically and mentally too tired after days of hard works. It was a beautiful Saturday morning, the park was so lively, more kids around, school holiday started, more laughter. I walked for 20 minutes, got myself sweating. Then, I was staying in the room for whole day long. I was sitting in front of my computer, when hungry, grabbed something from the fridge or drawer. Luckily I had stocked up some food, eat and continue browsing. :P I was planning my Hong Kong trip, browsing the net to get information. Itinerary and hotel booking was done 2 weeks ago. I was looking for more detail of the places that I will visit, estimate the expenses, places for dining, weather forecast, currency exchange rate, bla bla.. This is the first time I go for free and easy trip, need to plan all the things by myself. Gosh, so many information neede...

工作受委屈了，心情低落到谷底。在办公室强忍着泪水，把手头上的案子都处理好后，已经快九点钟了。开着车，终于崩溃了，一路哭着回家，一直哭到深夜。没好睡，隔天起身，心情还无法平复。回老家的路上，泪水还是断断续续的。 一朝得志，就忘恩忘本。上司曾经走过我现在这个阶段的路，但他似乎已经忘了这工作程序，竟然质疑我的能力，认为我不尽责。火爆了，别人可能不了解，但他是过来人，竟然不了解我的工作制度！！！ 我不知道我还可以撑多久。。。 回老家，有家人在身边，感觉好多了。虽然，我不会对父母提起工作的委屈，但，有家人在身边，我不会觉得孤独。

牺牲小我，成全大我，是高尚的人格。但，我可有那么宽宏大量吗？没有，却得无奈答应。物质上的补赏，并不足以弥补心情与精神上的失落感。 当所计划的档期需要更改时，我队因为牵涉的人数只有两个人，就被要求周末回到公司加班，以便假日后的周二，可以如期交差给另一团二十人的队友。拖延的祸首并不在我队，但牺牲的却是少数民族。可悲。 这周末原是三天假期，已经有计划要回家，已经把心情调整，要好好迎接这假日。希望明天可有好消息，一切顺利，那我就可以有个愉快的假日了。 祷告。。。