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晃神

开着车,从新关仔角回家。一路到沿海大道,一路开到槟威大桥路段去。当我回过神来时,已经太迟了,没了回头路。只好到对岸去,再转个弯回来槟岛。我是如此的晃神,在分岔路口处,竟然毫无留意应该往哪走。这是一条我很熟悉的路程,却也摆了这么个大乌眬。当时,想着一些事,想着一些人,想着一个人??!!!

不过,今晚的大桥之旅,让我有意外收获。来回不超过二十分钟,是的,我超速驾驶,喜欢在直挺的道路上奔驰,很难得大桥会如此顺畅,感觉很好,释放些情绪。闪电,一道一道的划破夜空,突然的明亮照耀着海面,非常壮观。

今夜,我晃晃误误,心不知往哪去了。

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