feeling

黑暗中，三十分钟的等待，等到什么？ 等到的是更让人心冷的沉默。 我不知道理由。没有抱歉，也没有。。。祝福。

Today, for the very first time, I talked to him in-person. He was sad and heart break to see me leaving. He requested me to stay, and promised to do everything to make the change, ensure I will get what I wish to have for long. I do not want to put in any trust to the sweet promises. I have been disappointed after so many years. I turned down his good intention. We ended the session in a peaceful way. He gave me some advices and he said we can still be friend. p/s: It was conversation with director on 14-Feb, when I was about to leave company. :P

年除夕中午，才回到老家。婆婆不在家，气氛很轻松，不像以往那样僵，没了火药味。 团圆饭，是暴饮暴食的起点，几天下来，吃个不停。看电视时还有满桌的糕点，窝在沙发里，边看边吃，很是享受哦。 除了探访亲戚，我都没出门了。噢，对了，我有去拍摄些景物。弟弟各自有节目，父母个忙各的。我在家里，看电视与杂志，上上网，和友人拉锯畅谈。 这个新年，还不错，自得其乐。 :)