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I back to home town on Saturday. Mum already started the preparation of reunion dinner, which on the next day. Pity... I was too tired, not able to help her much. After long haul of hectic works for past few weeks, especially few days before CNY holiday. And the boss triggered my anger during this super hectic schedule. :( Can't sleep well and tense for few days. sigh... The bad mood haunted me for couple of days, in this festive season.. oh.. gosh!!! Shake my head, knock my brain, hope to throw away all frustration. I was praying at temples, wish to have a good health and smooth year ahead. This year, my home's atmosphere was peace during CNY. haha.. I haven't got a peaceful CNY for years. Mum didn't yelling at us during preparation of reunion dinner, sister did wake up earlier and gave helping hands. :) Grandma doesn't talk non sense anymore.. or I pretended not listening. :| Very boring holiday, at home for few days, eat, watch TV, take nap, eat again... tasteful...

送上一则搞笑祝福，笑笑没烦恼。嘻嘻！！ 新年快到了 （废话！谁不知道？！！） 在新的一年里 （白痴！难道是旧的一年里？） 恭祝大家 （神经，会是诅咒大家吗？） 新年进步 （多余，要不然退步噢？） 心想事成 （骗小孩！我要飞，行吗？） 身体健康 （生病找你算账。） 笑口常开 （你要我进精神病院啊？） 学业进步 （我毕业很久了。） 生意兴隆 （我打工的，想忙坏我咩？） ^-^ 笑一笑，迎接金牛年吧！！ 哈皮牛也！！

Now is mid night, what the hell I am still awake? I thought I can have a good sleep, cause I did not have good sleep last night, woke up early in the morning, and after a day of super hectic work in office. But after such a harsh day, I am still awake. :( My sleep been disturbed again. It started yesterday, in the middle of sleep, suddenly awaken by big bang sound of slamming door. sigh... Why some people just be so ignorance? I did politely inform them to be gentle with the door. Well, it worked for couple of weeks, then night mare haunted me again. I managed to have deep and sound sleep for past few weeks, with the aids of pills and aromatherapy, peace and quite nights. But too bad, the improved condition been break. I don't know how long will I need to get it back to normal. You will just need a second to break the whole effort I spent in improving my sleeping problem. "Moving out", that is the plan in my mind, browsing the net to search for room for rent. Yeah.. got ...

还有大约一个星期，就是农历新年了。但，我完全没有感受到一丝丝的新年气氛。长大了吗？不再像孩童时候，期待着红包、美食、爆竹了吗？还是经济不景，不再花太多时间与金钱，逛街购物添新装了吗？有太多的工作，必须在新年假期前完成，压得我喘不过气来吗？还是我根本没时间回家帮忙新年的筹备功夫呢？ 心情是复杂的。近年，我都不喜欢我家里的新年气氛，没有热闹与和谐的团圆气息，只有无理的吵闹声。我比较喜欢筹备过程。以往，都会有几天，妈妈与阿姨们聚在一起，烘制新年糕饼。虽然，从早忙到晚，身心俱惫，但可以一家人有说有笑的，忙得也还蛮开心的。现在，妈妈与阿姨们还是有各自筹备吧，但我完全没有时间参与。本来这个星期要回家的，可是工作太劳累了，不想驾长途车。我知道，家的路程不会太远，但我真的太累了。唉。。。真想有个亲人在身边，让我依靠一下。拨个电话回家，妈也说不必回家也没关系，下个星期新年前夕才回家咯。再拨个电话给妹妹。听者家人的声音，多好。 周五晚，放工后，硬拉朋友出来，陪我透透气。很想看看槟城的新年气氛。从我家一路到新关仔角，再到浮罗池滑、光大、汕头街、槟榔律、新世界。。。完全无法感染新年气息，没有高挂的大红灯笼，不太像新年要来临了。中路有一些商家布置得红彤彤的，让我开心了一下下。 兜了市区一圈，回到新关仔角，坐在海堤上，吹着徐徐的海风，希望把我的闷气吹掉。看着灯光、路人、车辆，有的、没的聊着天，一直到累了，夜深了，我才肯回家。一个人开车，在夜深的路上，车辆不多，我可以一路无阻的到达。喜欢这样子无拘无束的在夜里开车。

After working hard, must pamper myself. Yeah... get something good to eat. :D There is one newly opened restaurant, Canton-i (香港粥面家) at Queensbay Mall. Canton-i is a subsidiary of Dragon-i (龙的传人). There are similarities in the menu, the price also similar, quite expensive. :P You might never know the restaurant is quite big if you do not walk in. But, some of the tables have narrow gap, maybe they want to fully occupy the space to put in more seats. I like their bamboos decoration. If in future, if I have my own house, I think I will have this decoration at home. hehe... bamboos decor Let's see what we had ordered for dinner. :) 煎肠粉 - fried cheong fun, too oily for me. 叉烧 - char siu, see the thick fat? It melts in mouth, won't taste oily, crispy outer layer, heavenly good with the sweet gravy. 双拼捞面 - wantan noodle, very nice, especially the dumpling, the prawn very fresh and big.. yummy.. 虾球炒双簧 - the prawn very tempting, the noodle is crispy, sticky sweet sour gravy, buddy sa...

This week working like cow. :( Heavy workload, go to work very early in the morning, even the sun haven't rise. And need to stay late too. But pity, after such long hour of hardworking, I still have so many tasks pending. Same old story, existing work not yet done, I have been assigned new task again. Schedule very pack, but some people still can not make the thing right at the first time, my work stuck and need to postpone to next week. Oh gosh!!! Next week schedule already very pack, need to postpone this week work... damn.. This morning, struggling whether want to go to office to continue my work. Go? But I am too tired after a week of harsh work. Don't go? Worried next week not able finish all pending task, lots of extra tasks to be completed before CNY holiday. Sigh... headache... Ya.. If I am able to post the blog at this time, mean I do not go to office.. hahaha.. Well, my boss won't really appreciate my hardwork. As yesterday, when chatting, I teased him, said I w...

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Headache... :( I was feeling well since last night, thought of having good rest over weekend. But guess what? I was waking up by slamming door, in the early morning of Saturday. sigh.. Now, suffering from headache, bad mood. Sky is clear, windy outside, should be a pretty weekend morning, but I am not in good condition. sob.. sob.. must find a way to relax myself.

Last day of the year. Workload a bit relax, left office earlier and have very exhausted workout. :P This day should have a good ending for the year. I received a SMS from a friend, who confessed to me a mistake that he had made. This is a very cruel of truth, hit me badly, crying out loud, couldn't stop. Called buddy, I need someone for me to talk with. Ya... felt better a bit after talked to buddy. We then met up at Gurney, it was New Year eve, I should be joyful to leap to new year and new hope, do not think about annoying matter. We watched a comedy movie. After movie, thought of join the crowd for countdown event, but seems like the atmosphere at Gurney not excited at all. Then we went to Chulia Street to eat supper. I heading home before 12 midnight. Listen to radio, the DJ was wishing everyone Happy New Year. Yeah.. HAPPY New Year, I wish I can be more happy and get rid of all frustration. On the way home, I saw Penang bridge had been light up with colorful lighting. I saw fi...