Chinese New Year Blue

I back to home town on Saturday. Mum already started the preparation of reunion dinner, which on the next day. Pity... I was too tired, not able to help her much. After long haul of hectic works for past few weeks, especially few days before CNY holiday. And the boss triggered my anger during this super hectic schedule. :( Can't sleep well and tense for few days. sigh... The bad mood haunted me for couple of days, in this festive season.. oh.. gosh!!! Shake my head, knock my brain, hope to throw away all frustration. I was praying at temples, wish to have a good health and smooth year ahead.

This year, my home's atmosphere was peace during CNY. haha.. I haven't got a peaceful CNY for years. Mum didn't yelling at us during preparation of reunion dinner, sister did wake up earlier and gave helping hands. :) Grandma doesn't talk non sense anymore.. or I pretended not listening. :|

Very boring holiday, at home for few days, eat, watch TV, take nap, eat again... tasteful home cook dishes, cookies, biscuits, drinks, cakes, crackers... eat too much. Not dare to know how may KG I had gained, don't want to weight it. For sure, I will need to spend lots of time for gym to get rid of my big big tummy.

1st CNY, went to temples for praying.
2nd CNY, visited grandma. Surprisingly to see some cousins, so long time no see, grown up a lots.
3rd CNY, met secondary school mates, girls' talk.

Back to work on 4th CNY, lots of works pending.

Normally, CNY will be a precious time for family member to be together. Brother and sister at home, but not much chatting, parent sleep to recharge... That's it, my CNY holiday...

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Waiting for Specialist

I had a follow up medical check up of my thyroid symptom. The blood report is good. :) Previous visit to the hospital, I had spent 5 hours there for doctor consultation. This time break the record, 6 hours!!! I was in the hospital at 7.30am. The registration was started at 7am, I thought I was pretty earlier, but after I got my number, the registrar told me, my estimated time of consultation was 11:55am... oh no, have to wait so long... again???!!! Sigh... I went to their cafeteria to have breakfast. They serve vegetarian food only. I had porridge and soya bean milk, light breakfast, so that I won't fill too stuffy when sit and waiting. Read newspaper to pass my time. Buddy called me at 10.30am... haha.. just about time, I was so bored, we went for Lor Mee at Burmah Road, inside Kedai Kopi Hai Beng . The serving was fast, within 3 minutes after order. :P Or maybe at that moment, not many customer. Buddy was very tempted to try this Lor Mee few weeks ago, finally we had it. You can...

Weakening

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太委屈

工作受委屈了，心情低落到谷底。在办公室强忍着泪水，把手头上的案子都处理好后，已经快九点钟了。开着车，终于崩溃了，一路哭着回家，一直哭到深夜。没好睡，隔天起身，心情还无法平复。回老家的路上，泪水还是断断续续的。一朝得志，就忘恩忘本。上司曾经走过我现在这个阶段的路，但他似乎已经忘了这工作程序，竟然质疑我的能力，认为我不尽责。火爆了，别人可能不了解，但他是过来人，竟然不了解我的工作制度！！！我不知道我还可以撑多久。。。回老家，有家人在身边，感觉好多了。虽然，我不会对父母提起工作的委屈，但，有家人在身边，我不会觉得孤独。

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