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The proposal is to improve existing system, extend the capabilities and performances. But, boss informed that we do not have server machine for it, think of other way to enhance it. 又要马儿好，又要马儿不吃草 - to expect a horse to run fast and yet won't feed it. I always see this situation. Is it the same out there? Or only in my company? No training provided when need to pick up new knowledge, yet not include learning buffer in delivery schedule. So, the horse is going to walk, instead of run for championship.

It was a very tough mission for a newbie photographer!! Sister's wedding dinner was held in KL, in a restaurant with very nice and warm ambiance. I felt great and thought I could snap lots of nice photos. Tried to shoot a few photos, dark. Ok, try flash, ee.. how come still long shutter?? Switch from Aperture to Auto mode, yiak!!! Dark background and harsh subjects. :S Oh no.. how come ar? What's wrong here??? Set ISO, set exposures.. set... OK, got it right at MANUAL mode, and shutter speed around 1/4 to 1 second, my hands need to be very steady!! Phew~ luckily I was there 3 hours earlier, can try out a lot of setting to get it right. decor on stage In the action, a bit nervous and rush, got blur photos and retake, some angles were too dim, have to switch to Auto mode, sigh.. I thought I was lousy, but the other photographers also can not get it right, hee... I think I am not too bad after all. :P Pity my feet, 3 hours on high heels with heavy camera gears. At the end ...

只要再多一点点耐心，就可以找到泊车位。 只要再多一点点耐心，无需对无理司机詛咒。 只要再多一点点耐心，始终可以到达目的地。 只要再多一点点耐心，气氛就可以融洽些。 只要再多一点点耐心，我不需要战战兢兢。 就多那么一点耐心。。。

It has been a very long time I do not update my blog, too busy. It was very eventful months. The happiness events - sister's wedding, brother convocation, family trip. The miserable - sick for 2 weeks plus, sleepless and tiring. Photography - getting serious in the hobby, family events, outing. But I not fit enough to carry the heavy gear, super tired after every session, sometime need to take pain killer. :s The work - sigh.. never ending assignments, stay late in office, tight schedule, sudden request.. bla bla bla... Coming events Family events - sister 3rd wedding dinner in KL in Nov, cousins' wedding in Nov and Dec. Project celebration - hope this will be a good one, working so hard for it. Long weekend ahead, I can have a good rest.