I can not sleep well again. This few days, sleep late at night, but wake up very early, only sleep for 4~5 hours. Yupe.. it is caused by working pressure. Sigh.. too many tasks, too many issues to follow up. I just done the yearly planning, well, as usual, the boss will set goals for me. It's does not matter to me. Every year, the goals will be set, once I see them, I already know I won't able to make all of them completed by year end. It is the dream of boss, not really my career planning. Want to achieve this and that, wanna do this and that, improve here and there. Hmmh!! Everything sound so perfect and easy!! Practically, I have my daily tasks, which are boring and not value added to my career advancement. I wish I could have do something different, some research, some development, something.. different. Ya.. I can see the challenging tasks in my goals, really hope this year I can achieve it. Not like the previous years, set the goals, then it had been parked there. :( When come to real life, the tasks been re-prioritize. So, as I said, the goals are just records saved somewhere in database and not practical.
I try my best to do whatever I can, I will not compensate my life or my health for work, it is not worth it. Some people will continue work at home after office hours. They might want to strike for excellence performance or faster career advancement. But not for me, works, earn adequate salary, I'm having my happy life, that's it. Life should be simple. You might said I do not have vision. Maybe... Life is short, balancing it to have better days. :)
At this economy downtime, company laid off some employees, I should feel grateful that I still can secure my job here. Okie, work hard and smart for the year ahead.
I try my best to do whatever I can, I will not compensate my life or my health for work, it is not worth it. Some people will continue work at home after office hours. They might want to strike for excellence performance or faster career advancement. But not for me, works, earn adequate salary, I'm having my happy life, that's it. Life should be simple. You might said I do not have vision. Maybe... Life is short, balancing it to have better days. :)
At this economy downtime, company laid off some employees, I should feel grateful that I still can secure my job here. Okie, work hard and smart for the year ahead.
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