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Can Not Sleep

Now is mid night, what the hell I am still awake? I thought I can have a good sleep, cause I did not have good sleep last night, woke up early in the morning, and after a day of super hectic work in office. But after such a harsh day, I am still awake. :(

My sleep been disturbed again. It started yesterday, in the middle of sleep, suddenly awaken by big bang sound of slamming door. sigh... Why some people just be so ignorance? I did politely inform them to be gentle with the door. Well, it worked for couple of weeks, then night mare haunted me again.

I managed to have deep and sound sleep for past few weeks, with the aids of pills and aromatherapy, peace and quite nights. But too bad, the improved condition been break. I don't know how long will I need to get it back to normal. You will just need a second to break the whole effort I spent in improving my sleeping problem.

"Moving out", that is the plan in my mind, browsing the net to search for room for rent. Yeah.. got some options, great, make a call.. wait.. is mid night now... erm.. really wanna move out? I am so lazy to move house.. erm.. be specific, move room. I got so many stuffs, need to pack and unpack, so tedious. I am planning to buy my OWN house this year, I would like to make the move to my OWN home, but not to a temporary shelter. haih... considering...

Hope to get a good sleep after drinking milk.
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koayhs said…
Not having a good sleep will deteriorate our health day by day, I have been through sleepless night and it wasnt pleasant...

Suggest you to buy your room mate a door closer if you dont wanna move out :-)
Thursday, January 22, 2009 at 6:53:00 PM GMT+8
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