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Tzu Chi having an Annual Blessing Ceremony at PISA on Sunday (27-Jan-2008). My friend asked me to help him on that day. Year End Blessing I went to PISA around 9.30am. Lots of Tzu Chi members already been there. They were preparing for the show later in the night. My friend brief me on my tasks. I was helping him at the audio-visual control station. Sound very simple. I needed to get ready the subtitles, which will be display on the projector screen during the show. The subtitles were prepared in Chinese and English, based on the script. I got the script and the rundown on my hands, all I had to do was clicking the next button, to bring the subtitle up, line by line on laptop screen, then the other guy will projected it to the screen. Simple? I went through the rehearsal for first time, still good, can catchup with sign language (手语) performance and drama. There were some missing subtitles that need to be added in after rehearsal. Second session for me to go through my tasks, was ...

I had attended a colleague, WM's wedding. As usual, the weekend started at Friday night. :P I went to hotel, joined the bachelor night gathering of WM. Bachelor night wor.. What can a girl doing there? Luckily he didn't ask me to be the bunny girl... haha... A gang of us where there, chatting, bluffing, eating. :D After the comb hair event, we took some "tang yuan" and went back rest, caused need to wake up earlier the next day morning. Saturday morning, I had joined the "brother" team, went to invite the bride. The team was a big gang le... 10 brothers + 4 gorgeous girls :D Reached the bride's house, but not so easy to meet the groom, need to pass some test. This is the time that the brothers become useful. :P The gay style catwalk; groom and a guy dance with eyes contact :S Of course, the final one will be the door opening ang pow. $_$ Yeah... first door opened. Yet, there is second door, the room of the bride, this time, the groom need to answer some ...

看了这DVD后，我才明白，原来，我也曾经忧郁过。 忧郁的症状，我都有。。。失眠，心情沉重，对什么都没兴趣，胡思乱想，不开心，厌世。。。等等。 遇到不愉快的事情，总是往心里藏，把不愉快的事情累积着，使得自己开心不起来。 有一段日子，我不只心灵创伤，生理也严重失调了。面对人群时，都装做很开心，和大家嘻哈大笑，但夜深人静时，我一个人躲在被窝里哭泣。哭得累了，哭到睡了。 蓝色病毒 - 证严法师谈忧郁 我可以做的，就是把注意力分散，尽量让自己的时间表排得满满的。周末或假日时，很想和朋友聚一聚，要不然呢，就去运动，好好的出一身汗，心情会轻松很多的。再来呢，就是吃大餐，狂追连续剧，或综艺节目，看到开心的，就笑个饱的，如果是悲剧，就哭个痛快，把所有的不快都发泄了。 很多时候，我不会把自己的懦弱呈现在别人面前，不管是朋友或家人，我总是报喜不报忧。 如果我曾经在你面前崩溃过，哭泣过，我要谢谢你的包容，非常感谢你出现在我的生命中，让我有个依靠。 因为对你的信赖，我可以毫无保留的表露出真我。 我其实并没有你们想象中那么坚强。坚强的外表，只不过是要在社会中立足，而给自己穿上的外套。 要怎样摆脱忧郁呢？以平常心看待这不完美的世界吧。但，何谓的平常心呢？我还在探索着。 要能忍耐，才能活得安然无事。 可以忍到什么地步呢？我不知道我的极限到哪里。 善解，包容，知足，感恩。 以这态度来面对生活，世界就会变得美好了。 朋友，谢谢你们的相伴。衷心感谢!!!

It's Friday, should have weekend mood. :P I was having buffet dinner with my friend at Tao, E-Gate. Buffer dinner is RM48/pax, excluded taxes. They have 2 sessions for dinner. 1st session from 5.30pm ~ 8.15pm, 2nd session from 8.30pm ~ 10.30pm. We booked for 1st session. This was the 3rd time i dine there. Previously, I was treated by colleagues, as their promotion treat. :P This time I have to pay myself, but one good thing, we were given 10% discount, due to early bird privilege. hee... :P I like the fish very much, we ordered various types of fish, all taste fresh and nice, I can't really remember the variety, I think got grilled salmon, butter fish, steam fish... Other than that, I also ordered my favourite scallop. :D This time, my friend ordered lots of food that I never try before. We don't know most of the food, just that, in the menu, the item name sound like very nice and tasty, so we gave it a try. ;) After the meal, we were too full, walked to Tesco, ha...

朋友借了一个DVD给我，[富裕人生 - 证严法师的财富观]。 富裕人生 - 证严法师的财富观 现今的社会，太多物质诱惑，如果无法抵挡那诱惑，用金钱去换取那一时的虚荣感，那就很容易陷入财富危机。累聚的卡债，会像雪球那样越滚越大。 什么叫财产？吃的饱，睡得稳，穿得暖，这就是人生根本的生活。 真正的快乐，不是在物质的享受，而是那份心安自在。 很多不幸的人，连最基本的衣食住行都无法满足。如果可把买奢侈品的钱用来帮助他们，会是一笔很可观的援助金了。 最让我印象深刻的举例： 买了很名贵的珠宝，但是却要把珠宝收在银行的保险箱里，要穿戴时，又要到银行取，那珠宝到底识属于你还是银行的啊？ 道理人人都懂，但要实行却要付出很大的毅力。

I flew to KL on Friday night, by Air Asia. The flight was not full, i think only around 30% occupied. I choose a seat near window, so that i can view night scene out there. When took off from Penang airport, i tried to spot the place where i stay.. hee... not found :P i was lost in direction. The most significant view is the Penang bridge. Unfortunately, my camera not good enough to capture the view. :( it's a short flight, around 50 minutes, it started to descend. This time is KL night view. Nothing that seems familiar to me, no KLCC. I guess most of the lighting is from housing area. My sister fetched me from LCCT, it took us 1 hour to reach, she was complaining, too far already.. :( next time, i must find some alternative to go to town from airport. But, i won't take limo lo... too expensive, it will be more expensive than my flight's fee. :( Saturday, sister and i went to Genting, meet up with my parent. My parent was there too, to attend annual dinner. We went for lunc...

The Komtar, Penang most significant land mark, but very pity, it's like an empty shell now. :S I took this photo last week, when i brought a friend tour around while he visited to Penang. The Komtar Share some photos with you, which i took during my hiking today. I went up from Moon Gate, and came down to Youth Park. The weather was a bit gloomy. Youth Park ~~ photos sharing here ~~